The Uncharted is as Seductive

When God closes a door, He opens a window. But to me, the university was a window and the excitement of many things presenting to me now are doors. They are doors because they are to me uncharted fields. I have found a new ‘sound’ for an album series, and may be able to form a band. I have never been into sports, but I have been offered to help a soccer team and sports officials. I have bought Basketball for Dummies, and am foraging bookstores for the book, Soccer for Dummies and the positive psychology book called, Flow by Mihaly Csikszentmihaly. A sports psychologist told me I may have found a new calling. I feel being in demand again.

I thought giving up the car would be a struggle, and I did anticipate the pain of separation. But it was not as difficult as I thought it was. I anticipated a stab, only to discover it was just a needle prick.

But there is another uncharted course: a relationship. A possibility. But dangerous. And like the conquistadores who left familiar territory for the new world, adventure and risk are as seductive to me as the person I have opened my heart to.


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